| riddle me this |
[14 May 2009|04:47pm] |
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WHEN DID I BECOME SUCH A HORRIBLE PERSON?
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[04 Dec 2008|05:06am] |
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i can't wait until i can fucking sleep tonight as soon as i get out of work.
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[04 Dec 2008|02:33am] |
cause everybody's got little pieces of someone they hide
it's okay, it's the way we distract until the day that we die
and though our future's gone uncertain it's gonna be alright
cause though i'm leaving,
longing leaves me ever by your side.
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| no sleep till thursday |
[02 Dec 2008|03:05pm] |
as i was walking to the bank this afternoon a homeless woman politely greeted me as i passed by her. she grinned, exposing the fact that she was missing her two front teeth. i responded by asking her how her day was, and she gave me the rundown of her route to collect bottles from trashcans. she was rather stressed out, understandably so. she asked me for a cigarette and i immediately gave one to her. it was unbelievable how happy it made her. she was shocked that i so simply handed one over to her, without thinking twice. i guess she's used to people tell her to get a job or comments of that nature. it's weird that my action made her day.
it takes experiencing an extreme to get one to realize what one really has. i'm going to stop complaining about stupid shit, i have it easy.
ya gotta hang on
til tomorrow
come what may.
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[01 Dec 2008|06:30pm] |
alright here i am. i should really be working on my ethics project that is almost a week overdue, but fuck that. i'm putting all of my major papers and assignments on hold until an obscure hour of the night. i'm not even going to think about them, and then i won't have the chance to dread them. i have such strange working habits, but whatever, they work. probably tomorrow night i'll attack a 12 pack of diet pepsi and go to the second floor lounge (which i'm fairly certain is haunted) and just freaking get everything done with.
this past break was okay, nothing great, but nothing horrid.
saturday ilana and i hung out. we saw zack & miri make a porno (again), and enjoyed it even more than the first time. we also went to walmart, where i purchased a tent that i had no use for. it felt right at the time though ahaha.
sunday i went to see foxy shazam in poughkeepsie. the show was insane. every member of the band go all out and perform to the fullest extent that they possibly could. i ran into dylan and his girlfriend there, like how weird is that!? i travel an hour and a half to see a band that not many people are familiar with, and i run into someone who goes to my school. weirdddd.
monday night chirstine, keith and i watched the flight of the conchords in my tent, which i assembled in my dorm room. i truly love that show more than anything else. then after keith left and christine was getting ready to go to bed, rich asked me to come over. so, at 1 a.m i made him walk over to get me. him, adam and i watched stupid youtube videos and just laughed a lot.
tuesday we accidentally slept until like 11. luckily i didn't have class and he didn't have work until 1, because otherwise we'd have a problem.
wednesday i went home and got to see emily. we had our usual ritual of chinese food, making fun of everyone, and purchasing useless items. SPEAKING OF WHICH: at the dollar store i bought a dvd called 'panda and the magic serpent' and it is absolutely trippy as hell. i've watched like 25 minutes of it thusfar and cannot even describe how amazing it is. anyways. i realized that i honestly don't want to continue making the effort to see people that i really couldn't care less about. i'm not going to beg someone to hang out and try to force some kind of friendship that wasn't supposed to last longer than high school. i'm grateful for the friendships that can always make time for me, and that feel effortless.
thursday was thanksgiving, duh. i worked and got paid time and a half which was pretty sick and what i did last year. thanksgiving is always really lame anyhow. i don't get excited about turkey, sorry.
friday night was rich's party, and i had an amazing time, despite the bumps along the way hahaha.
hmmmm saturday i went home in the early afternoon, took a nap, and worked. i talked to christine for a while on the phone since we needed to catch up after our 4 days apart.
sunday i went to lunch with ilana, then worked, then headed back here to st rose.
i didn't intend for this to be an itinerary of the events of this past week. my bad. but uhh yeah so like i'm not entirely sure about where i'm headed anymore. i'd love to pursue veterinary medicine, however i'm just not so sure about being in school for another 7 years. i also realized that i don't need to be a wealthy doctor to be happy. i'm managing all of my classes and social life and everything fine right now, but that's probably only because i'm at the easiest point in my academic career. since i've been at school i haven't had to study for tests, since i've been actually attending my classes. when i learn material it really sticks, so i don't have to go back and look it over again. i feel like this is going to change as i get into higher maths and sciences.
i don't want to spend all of my time memorizing facts and numbers. i want to see more of life, meet various types of people, and volunteer. i want to do something that will make me feel good about myself while helping others, rather than just earn a 4.0 gpa.
i can't wait until i get an apartment. christine and i have a place lined up for august, as long as she continues to go to st. rose.
wishlist for december: new cell phone & plan, tattoos, and a macbook pro.
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[30 Nov 2008|11:44am] |
lalalala. it's been like three months since i've posted here, so i'll make it a priority to at some point this week. thanksgiving break was only 4 days back at casa stella, and i swear if it was one more i would have flipped out. i've missed everyone at st. rose. my parents think it's weird that i refer to my dorm as 'home', but that's jsut what it's become.
more later ya diiiiiiiiiiiig. now i'm off to do laundry, pack, and work. i'm completely broke, so i'm going have to have to work like literally every day in december. bah.
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[02 Sep 2008|12:00pm] |
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college is the single greatest thing ever
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[21 Aug 2008|02:52pm] |
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it was an accident, i swear.
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[15 Aug 2008|05:48pm] |
met my roomie, chirstine, today. she is as crazy as i am, so i'm looking forward to living with her.
moving out in 7 days. :)
stuff to do:
-laundry
-donate clothes that i no longer want/need
-print mad pictures
-pack!
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[12 Jul 2008|01:03am] |
everything dies, baby that’s a fact
but maybe everything that dies someday comes back
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[18 May 2008|04:42am] |
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I AM EIGHTEEN AND HAVE A SICK TATTTTTTTT
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| my veins are running with caffeine |
[01 May 2008|01:08am] |
i am not going to miss a single day of school in the month of may.
that's my goal and i am going to accomplish it.
here i am, 1 AM, awake, struggling to cram an entire quarter's worth of math into one night. i'll do it. same old, same old.
to do:
-lots of physics labs so i can take the regents
-15 page paper on nabokov in order to obtain a 1/2 credit needed for graduation
-b.s. a bunch of public speaking assignments
-paint my room
-mad laundry
-buy new black shoes for work
-revise that sketch for my tattoo
-schedule check-up @ dr's for college stuff
-start wearing my retainer
my birthday is in 15 days!!! it is so weird i am getting so oldddddddddddddddddddddddd.
oh and a big screw you to richard.
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[10 Dec 2007|05:57pm] |
today i took a chem test, a chem quiz and a precalc quiz.
tomorrow i take my economics midterm which i am not at all prepared for. supply, demand, big whoop.
thursday i take 2 more precalc quizzes and a physics test, then i will be completely caught up for first quarter! i think my gpa will be somewhere around a 97, thanks to freaking economics.
creative writing is such a joke. i love mrs stone but i cannot take any of the assignments seriously. she told me that i take my talent for granted, so i don't appreciate the work that i produce. whatevahhhhhhh.
right now i am procrastinating because i am supposed to be writing a college essay for creative writing. i didn't need to write an essay for my application, plus i already had to do the whole college practice thing in 11th grade english. i'm writign about a quote that influenced me a lot, the cliche old ghandi's 'you must be the change you wish to see in the world.' i like it though, and i feel like i live by it.
i coouldn't care less about the words i've spelled wrong that firefox has so conspicuously underlined in red.
everyone else had a snow day today.
i want it to snow already! christmas is in 15 days!!
i watched some special on t.v the other day about serial killers. i think they're really interesting.
eMbqt88: OMG that gingervitis thing is SOO funny i wanna send it to my ex boyfriend
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[09 Dec 2007|08:23pm] |
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guess i got too excited when i thought you were around
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| i don't ever have subjects |
[05 Dec 2007|11:42pm] |
i don't ever go on here. considering the fact that i have like 3 lj friends i don't think anyone cares.
but anyways, meeting with tutors for home instruction is so lame. i was at the library all day today. i got a lot of work done which is good. the deadline for me to make up all my owed work from first quarter is next friday. i think i'll get everything in. once i get my work done then i'll be able to send my transcript with first quarter grades on it to st. rose.
i totally bombed my economics test today. it's just so difficult trying to teach yourself from the textbook, without the lectures given by teachers. my tutor for econ doesn't know anything about the subject, so i'm stuck just trying to learn on my own. even though i did poorly on this test, i don't think it will matter too much. i got a 98 on my first test, so that will raise the average quite a bit. on tuesday i have to take my midterm, which hopefully i will be more prepared for.
st. rose is the only school i'm applying to. it's scary having the fate of my next four years on the line. everyone says not to worry, because i will be accepted, but i'm not "counting my chickens before they hatch". i really hope i get in though, because i plan on working really hard in college so i can get into vet school. i haven't thought about any other career option, because there simply aren't any that suit me as well.
if i don't get in then i'll probably end up doing a semester or whatever at hvcc and earn some credits that are transferrable. if not then i suppose i'll joing the peace corps or green peace or something meaningful.
i was looking at different options pertaining to volunteer work that deals with veterinary medicine. there are all sorts of traveling abroad options, so i think that would be pretty sweet.
next week hopefully i go back to work. i miss everyone there soooo much. it's nice to have an outlet to meet tons of different people from different schools. when i started in march i figured that i wouldn't make friends there, just coworkers. i was wrong though. people there are awesome, and we hang out on a regular basis. i think i'll do a post devoted to them.
it's weird to think of all the cool people you haven't met yet and the fact that you probably never will meet them.
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[17 Nov 2007|02:14am] |
i have mono.
i don't ever use this.
maybe i'll start.
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[16 Feb 2007|04:12pm] |
eli is in europe, for ten days.
this is going to be the longest time we've ever been apart.
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[25 Jan 2007|07:37pm] |
but now we speak with ruined tongues
and the words we say aren’t meant for anyone
it’s just a mumbled sentence to a passing acquaintance
but there was once you.
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| NEW YEAR |
[02 Jan 2007|12:10am] |
vegan! :D
this break was pretty awesome.
christmas ruled, i got a camera, ipod, and ihome system for it.
chilled with homies.
longer entry later.
back to the load of homework that i managed to avoid until this very moment, the night before school.
i'll never learn. :)
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| OH |
[22 Dec 2006|02:27am] |
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LINDSAY LOHAN HOW YOU TEEEEEEEEEEASE ME
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